sorry I never replied to ur texts. if I'm being honest, I wanted to talk to you more than anything and that's why I didn't... I didn't wanna get attached again cuz u hurt me last time, but I can't tell u that so I just hide behind the lame excuses of "I didn't think it was that deep", "I didn't wanna talk to you" but in reality, I didn't wanna go through the same hurt twice and I miss you alot. I wonder how you're doing all the time but Ik u don't wanna hear from me so I just read our old messages and reminisce silently. sm songs remind me of you and I have sm things to talk to u abt but I can't :/ I hope you're happy and I hope you don't still hate me