You're my yellow. I wish you knew. I wish you knew how happy you made me. You are my first love. I am not sure if I will ever be able to love anyone as much as I love you. You saved my life. Gave me a reason to live. I pray every night that you feel the same. That I will hear the words come out of your mouth. I have cried myself to sleep some nights worrying about you. I am scared that you will leave me one day. However for the first time I don't think that fear is valid. You have stayed during some of my worst times. I know you will stay for the rest. If we never end up in a relationship, it will hurt but all I can ask is that you still make time for me and hopefully one day I will be able to hold you in my arms and kiss you.