I want to be commited. I know that the way things are right now I can't be your girlfriend but I still want to be commited until I figure out how to make this work. I want to be with you and I'm so scared you'll find someone else before we find a way to work out. But I don't know how to tell you because I on't know if you'd understand the difference I see between being commited and being your girlfriend or if you even feel the same way.