Unsent Messages

Hey maikl, can we be strangers and meet again?
I hope you found love for yourself. All the things you hate about yourself are on my list of all the reasons why im in love with you. I honestly love all your flaws, and I wanna learn about what makes you sad, angry and what makes you smile. I miss your radiant smile and eyes, because I’ve never seen anything prettier. I’d rather try and fix things with you 100 times than try something with anyone else. Why? Because you made me feel beyond loved, I felt something bigger than happiness and a different way of comfort. I have infinite gratitude for the bond we had, because im amazed of what you brought to me. I never felt this way before. Maikl, I wanna go back to where we played Minecraft together and you showed me the old man who listened to peep and reminded him of his wife, since then I look at Stars Shopping differently, I wanna go back to where we would spend countless hours together and it would feel like minutes, I wanna look in the corner of my monitor or down to my phone and I would catch you staring at me and we would both smile. Honestly, what I really want is going back to the night we met. I wanna get to bed and call you till 6 am. I wanna learn about you again, I wanna hear everything again about you and your family and past, ask me again if anyone has ever told me I have beautiful eyes, tell me your favorite song and doing banter all day all night long, when everything was right and you didn’t feel like you had to live up to something. You were right, everything went really fast, but can we do it the proper way now? Can we relive everything except for the end?