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thank you jacob for eveyrthing. but i am really just wondering, why did you choose me. out of all the girls at our school that is way better and way more prettier than me, you chose me. why? I'm really not saying that i am not happy that you "chose" me if you know what I mean. but i am just really wondering why me? out of all the girls you are friends with, you chose to like me. I'm sorry for asking questions like this but i rlly just think about this stuff too much. it really gets to y fucking head. it's like at first i think about it as if it was nothing but then the thought becomes larger and larger each minute i think about it. its like i wont leave the thought alone until i get an answer. it's so confusing and it really hurts to think this way because I'm only bringing myself down at this point.