i really like you. i want to kiss you, once, and see how you react. and i also want to cuddle you and for you to tease me like you love doing. im scared because i always feel passionately about people at first, but it ends in heartbreak. i got so jealous today because of something you did. i hope you never see this message. i would hate myself if you saw it. you give me so much, i try to return it, but instead you took my fuckin heart. its going to hurt so bad when you leave me. give me all your attention. im a needy fucking fool. why are you so... perfect?