From: ABC
To: tess
Date: December 6, 2020, 5:14 am
Hey. If you think this is for you, it probably is. I'm tired of waiting. I've waited for almost 3 years and i'm just here to say i'm done. I'm done hoping maybe one day I'll tell you how I feel. Sure you know I once had feelings but what you don't know is that they never went away. I'm sure your smart ass knows that. I've had so many conversations figuring out what to say to you but I just can't. you saved my life. You're the best thing thats ever happened to me and I don't want to fuck it up. It's cool that you think i'm some kinda weak bitch but i just wish i had the chance to prove you wrong. I love you, man. Whether we're friends or more than that it'll always be true. I just wish I could see how you feel without making things awkward. I don't even wanna date you, I just wanna atleast be able to kiss you or something. I dunno. This is stupid. I want to hold your hand and kiss your pain away. I want to push back your hair and stare into your eyes. I want to get lost in you. I want to do so much with you but you'll never know it. It's you. It's always been you, Tess. I'm sorry.