It took me 4 in half years to realize I was in love with you. But I thought you just wanted to use me for my body but I just feel like it was just hard to communicate with me. I can't keep a conversation going and that's how I lose people I really care about. I still think about the time we kiss and that is what kept me attached but I just feel like I got attached because you were the only person that show some sort of affection towards me. I'm ready to move on and talk to other people but my gut is telling me "just wait a little longer" I am tired of waiting.