From: ABC
To: Emanuel
Date: October 6, 2020, 1:23 am
i’m so sorry i ruined things, but seeing u talk to her all the time and finding more interest in her hurt and scared me i love u so much and i always will no matter what. every time i see ur name in phone my heart aches but i get so happy. talking to u makes everything rush back. my friends say every time we start talking again i always end up crying myself to sleep. i’m just scared to lose u again, god i’ve lost u so many times idk if ur just messing around with me bc i’m so vulnerable around u but i always feel hope. but every time u just randomly stop talking to me my heart breaks even more i don’t think i have anymore tears i don’t think my heart can break anymore. bc of u i have trust issues bc of u i can’t be happy again bc of u...i can’t have a relationship without thinking abt all the things we used to do. i even tried to do the same things we did but with someone else bc maybe just maybe it’ll be better. i’m so sorry i keep letting u down and i’m not enough for u i’m sorry