salt i
i don't know what i'd do if i had one last chance to talk to you before everything changed. i still think about how happy you made me every so often and it brings me to a tear-filled breakdown everytime. you were my light; made me feel a type of love which i don't know if i'll ever feel again. you truly were my big brother from another life. i miss you so much. in no way do i intend to sound creep-ish but i wish you knew that you can still lean on me. i'm still the same cal i've always been. the cal that "you think of whenever you get sad, which always makes you feel better." the cal that "you love talking to and you love to be around. there is no catch" the memories you've left me with will be treasured forever, salt.