I'm always happy around you but I'm not. I'm falling to pieces when you disregard me. Watching you watch her and talk about girls kills me but I sit there with a smile on my face. I have sacrificed so much for you yet I am disregarded. Why should you be allowed to treat me like this? You shouldn't but for you, I'd pull my own heart from my chest and give it to you without thinking. You have made me into a different person and no matter what, I can not forget what could have happened. I love you endlessly and I want you to want me but I know you can't. I'd be ashamed of dating me too