i hate you. i hate when you make me cry, even more when you make me laugh, i hate when you do stupid little things to help me because you know i can't, i hate when you compliment me and give me butterflies, i hate when you lay on my lap or put your hand on my thigh, i hate that you make me feel safe and i hate that i know you'll always be it for me. really i love you, but you don't, i hope one day you do.