i'd write something to you but it's not like there's anything to write about. you liked me years ago and sometimes i feel like i never stopped liking you and i'm scared writing this confirms something. it's not like i ever told anyone about you, maybe my friend but i don't know, i don't really remember. i think we would be good together though, when you slip between the cracks and i'm stuck thinking about you again. she's said it too you know, the girl i'm pretty sure you're in love with. she's my best friend but it bothers me how she could have you again but she's not really serious about it. or at least i feel like that based off of what she's said a few times. i don't even know you that well. i think you were my first crush and i've never really gotten over that. i thought i was over it. but now i'm back at school and i'm thinking about you. i'm not even sure i like you, i hope i don't. because i don't even know you, not properly. only in the fact that we've gone to school for years together. i think sometimes you represent a feeling, i like to romanticize and overthink things and you're perfect for that. i just hope you think about me sometimes and think i'm nice. i hope you think i'm pretty too.