I used to love you. Then you became associated with all these other things and people that made you go for the worst. You always say your fine but when you really aren't you know it but never say anything. If you loved yourself as much as you told her then why do you wish for your life to end? I know you're only living for her smile and his hugs but you should not think that those are the only reasons. You should think about you're future... If you're even going to make it that far.