I am finally over you. Im so proud of myself. It may have taken a year but I finally dont feel anything for you. No love, no hate. Just peace. I sometimes still think about you. You were my first love, of course Ill always think about you. We should have just stayed friends from the beginning. Us being together was so toxic and we were better as friends. I miss the feeling that you gave me and I look for it in everyone. I dont know how to have a relationship anymore caus I always think that the way I felt with you is the way im supposed to feel when I love someone, and maybe it isnt supposed to feel like that with everyone, but I wish it did so that I could find my person. I hope you are doing good.