I really do miss you and sadly i am still in love with you. Sometimes when i am faced with a scent that reminds me of you and all the memories of us comes rolling back in. I hate it but I’ve grown accustomed to how happy those memories make me. We weren’t good for each other and I finally understand that but maybe you could’ve told me the truth since the beginning instead of letting me see day by day you falling out of love. All I wanted was honesty not you to betray my trust like that with someone who was once my best friend. And despite me knowing all this information I miss you and still love you. I understand we can’t get back together but sometimes I wish we could. Maybe I’m an idiot for wanting to try again but it’s just so hard to fully let you go