hi. hello. It’s me. I feel like we never meant to hurt each other. It just felt like a cycle. You would fin someone new and leave me. I would get sad. Then things wouldn’t workout between u and ur “new girl” so you would come back to me. You always came back to me. And i always fell for it. Over and over and over again. You would fool me and say i never lost feelings for u. Not true. You were just scared of being lonely. You don’t always need a girl. I don’t know what its like to have someone. Ive ever been in a relationship before. I wanna feel loved. Like how you made me feel. How you would come and watch my games. Text me everyday. Give the best hugs. Or during lunch when i would look over to u and see u staring at me with a smile. You were so innocent. So pure. Now you left me. Again. For good this time. Every time we talk we get into a huge fight. You have a girlfriend now too. And obviously i wish yo too the best. But i messed up. I know i did. It was use so hard during quarantine because my parents didn’t let me see you because of covid. I’m sorry. I jut want to feel loved again. I miss going to ur house and watching horror movies on the couch. I miss little talks what your mom and sister. I shouldn’t hav elect you go. You were my first kiss. Ive never felt this way about someone. Why did I have to ruin everything. You were such a good listener. I told you everything. and you always knew what to say. But as we drifted, you got less caring. And stopped listening and stoping loving me i guess. You unaided me on snap. You Igonore me. You make me so jealous of your perfect life. With al ur friends. And perfect gf and amazing family and house. But here i am. Sad lonely i lost so many friends because of u. Everyone was on ur side when things went down. Why? Because u r popular. Because u have money. Because ur a boy. It’s so unfair. Life is unfair. I hate mine. Ive wanted to end it so many mf times but talking to u always helped me. It now I don’t have you anymore. I don’t have anyone. I wish I still had you. Maybe i could be happier. But just wait. I’m gonna get a boyfriend who is so caring and loving and has an amazing personality. And i cant wait to meet them. Because i am so ready for a relationship. I’m so ready for something new. I hope life treats u well. See you soon.