Unsent Messages

i love you so much, somehow i still do. There are these times where when things happen you would be the first that comes to my mind. Somehow you are still my favorite person. But the thing is I constantly remind myself that you never valued or respected me. You listened to her not me, you proved how much control she has over you. You admitted I do not deserve this toxicity. You and I both know I deserve so much better. I love you still, you and I felt so unfinished. Maybe if it's meant to be it'll be. Maybe in the future we can try again. The way you treated me I felt so unwanted. I am enough gosh I am more than enough. I deserve the world but I miss you so much. I wanna text you so bad, I want you. It's been three months since we broke up, you disrespected me so many times and you don't deserve me. You know what I go through and continued to disrespect me. But I still somehow love you and think about you.