I pushed you away because I didn’t want to get hurt but at the same time I wanted you to stay . I was scared because I felt like I actually liked you . But i wanna get it off my chest I really did love you more than anything or anyone . That’s why I let you go the 2nd time around o didn’t want to hurt you anymore . I hate myself for not telling you that I loved you I do every time you told me you loved me I wanted to say it but my mouth would always freeze . If I could say anything in the world to you right now it would be I LOVE YOU MORE THAN ANYTHING IN THIS UNIVERSE IM SORRY I PUSHED YOU AWAY I DON’T CARE IF YOU DON’T FEEL THE SAME ANYMORE I JUST WANT YOU TO KNOW THAT I DID .
