Unsent Messages

Dear Connor,

I really don't know how to properly word this, and I feel like I've never really known how but I guess I'll start by saying thank you; thank you for showing me how to love. I've never truly known how to live my life without feeling like every single day would turn out to be a disaster. However, from the minute I met you, I knew that my life was going to change for the better. I never completely knew why, or how, but, I just had a feeling- and I was right. Connor, you taught me that instead of every day turning out to be a disaster, every day would actually turn out to be a story. A long-lasting, pure memory. Every moment spent with you is a time in my life that I'll never forget, as it has helped me grow as a person, has helped me smile and laugh even on my darkest days, and helped me believe that even I, can be loved and accepted into this world. Thank you so much for that. Even if we haven't known each other for too long, I can definitely say that you are the best thing, by far, that has ever happened to me. I will continue to love you until the day I die, because I have always wanted you, and will always want you. I love you so much.