Unsent Messages

I’m so in love with you I wish you knew how much. Everyday it’s so hard because there’s always sometimes that happens that reminds me that you’re not in this the same as me, you don’t love me the same. All I want is for you to wake up one day and appreciate me and love me how I want to be loved how I deserved to be. Being away from you was tough but recently I’ve been thinking maybe it is for the best maybe this is what I need when you were away it distracted me from the fact you don’t care about me as much as I want as much as I deserve I think it’s because you were here to remind me of all the things you don’t do or all the things I wish you would. I’m just lying here wondering why I’m not good enough to be loved it’s not fair it’s the worst feeling ever how I’m so much more in love with you than you are with me.