Unsent Messages

Whenever I tried to tell you how I felt you decided to ignore me. I tried so many times but it fell on deaf ears. It felt like I was talking to a wall. You made me feel like my problems were not valid and that you were the only one who went through hard moments. You made me feel like communication is the worst thing ever. You made me feel worthless and I hate the way you always told me to shut up. I thought a mother was supposed to care about her own children but it looks like I was wrong. I hate the things you did to me and it hurts so much to realize that you never apologized. I was courageous enough to tell you how I truly and really felt deep down but you always dismissed me and my feelings. You hurt me and I will not be able to forget it. I can't forgive you. I hate you.