i wish when we met we were already whole, complete people. we shouldn't have been looking for someone to fix us. i just wish we had met when we had healed from our traumas and our past. idk. all i know is that i miss you. i hope one day we can still start over and be friends and not push each other around like we did. i really regret what i did to you, and when the time comes you deserve a genuine apology. just know that i always loved you