My god, I dont even know why I fell for you, you're an ass. God, you're a terrible person, but I find that so attractive? The way you smoked that fucking cigarette made me want to drown, fuck. You would hate me if you knew the truth though, if you knew one thing about me, you would hate me. You feel the same way though? Right? Or were those just thoughts, a way to get your head off things, God dammit, you're so confusing. Ugh, you make me want to puke, but at the same time I find myself laughing at your jokes, forgiving you for your mistakes. Fucking hell, I hate you, how you make me feel. Honestly, fuck you.