From: ABC
To: sophia
Date: November 20, 2020, 5:29 am
We've been friends since the day I was born. I guess 16 years can break any relationship though, huh? You were always the goal. The level I couldn't reach. Every year it seemed you were getting higher and higher up, further away from me. I guess I was just looking at it wrong. You were walking away. I'll give you your space now. I know you don't want to hear from me. Someone who will always be so far from your level. So far below you. So broken. I tried for 15 years to make it so our friendship would work. Even through the bullying, the trauma, the bad grades, the depression, everything I tried. You didn't. You saw me broken and saw a way to escape. You taught me that no matter what I was never enough. I should be mad, shouldn't I? But I'm not. How can I be, when you're in so many of my memories? You saw my shattered heart and laughed at it. I don't blame you. I'm pretty pathetic. Now I'm hiding in my room, seeking comfort in distractions, and honestly I just wish that you're happy. I hope that 15 years of friendship made you happy. Tell me if I need to let go?