this time my message is grey bc the color change when my mood changed and now is my mood not that good and not that bad bc good bc i got u and texting u is amazing and calling u makes my day but bad bc the time you realize you're just a guy with autism but yeah theres just 1 girl that know that thats you bc i trust you and i hope you trust me to, know that i luve you for now and forever when i'm dead i'm gonna think and that was the best person i ever met and she's makes me a better person and in 20 years i'm gonna think she's the reason thats keeps me alive she's the reason that i'm still alive and i'm thankfull for that i'm thankfull for everything and you're "just" the best person in my life