you have been on my mind for a little while, and I couldn’t tell you why you come to mind so often lately. I could never be brave enough as you were to express how I felt about you. But I do really care for you, and you will never know. I am so sorry for letting you believe I didn’t care in that way for you because I really do. I don’t know why I haven’t said anything. I respect you for being honest with me and yourself, that’s something I have not yet let myself learn.