From: ABC
To: will
Date: September 10, 2020, 5:49 pm
God, things were so messed up back then. High school was not kind to me, and I feel like you probably made it worse. If I could take back those feelings and relive those years, I really would. I by no means blame you, those years made me who I am today, but if I could go back and do things differently? I would. I would never write you those letters, or that Valentines day card in reply to a fake one you sent me. I would never of told anyone about the things I wrote about you in my journal. God, things could have been so much simpler. Sometimes I find the letters that weren't sent to you and I read them back and I just, I cringe. But as I said, if it wasn't for the social rejection and your rejection back then, I wouldn't be who I am today. I just wish you would have told me I didn't have a chance instead of leading me on for those three years like I had a chance.
that's it. I'm done.
never yours, T.