you’re my first love. i know you’ll never see this but. i need to put it out there because i can’t hold it back any longer. and it’s unfair on me. I’ve made this blue because it’s my favourite colour. I just wish we could work things out for us. you’ve always said you struggle and lose interest in people, but i don’t understand why. i feel like you hate me. you’re constantly making me carry the conversation, i always message first and it just makes me feel unworthy. but the thing is no matter how much you hurt me or tear me apart. it’ll always be you, it will always always be you. because you’re worth any hurt. you’re worth everything kira. i love you. so much more than you’ll ever appreciate or realise. i’d do anything for you.