I check my name constantly. I miss you so much.
but idk.
I don’t think you know how often you made me cry. I think if you did, it would devastate you.
You told me that I never let you get to be hurt. I was hurt far more often than I told you. I still wanted to protect you, even when you made me feel insufficient.
I am not going to be small anymore to make other people comfortable.
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