From: ABC
To: Ron
Date: November 20, 2020, 5:21 am
You barely exist in my life, yet I know you so well. Your everything I want but can't have. I need you but I can't have you. You are truely the only thing keeping me alive. The amount of times I've thought about hurting myself and you stopped me without even being present is dangerously high. I dont love you, because I barely know you anymore. But I want you to love me. I want you to want me as much as I want you. Once again, I need you. I want to be in your arms, safe. I want you to kiss me so hard I cant remember my own name. I want to stay up till morning with you and watch movies huddled together on the couch. I want to experience late night drives with you. I want to fall asleep in your grasp. I want to be in a relationship everyone wished they were in. I want you but I cant have you and I hate it.