somewhere i know i want you to see these. my last submission was angry, i was angry. im still angry, cam. in the following days ill get over you. ive put your things away in my closet. i hope she gets whatever i didnt, i hope she never cries over you and i hope she never has to beg you to care, i hope she gets as much from you as she needs and she never has to ask for it. youre never going to read either of my submissions, if im honest, and if you do youll never be sure that it was really me who sent them. im not sad that i wasnt enough for you anymore. im upset i let you make me believe that i wasnt in the first place. i hope you never let her know what that feels like.
