honestly you kept me alive and you leaving, well it broke me in thousands of ways and yous together. it just made me realise that there’s nothing i can do to get you back. you block me last night i was in tears and deleted all social media, but my best friend hates me now. even though yous go out a week after we broke up i’m fine. i tried to kms last night the first time since march i really hard the urge to do it because i felt as if there is no reason to be here because he was the only way i would stay alive and after he left me i was over with this life.