some days are hard. and although im writing this now im feeling very content tonight. but some nights when im alone I open my laptop and sleep next to our last messages. just to feel like someone is there. I don’t think ill ever message u again bc of how u told me it made u feel but I guess all of this is my way to cope. I hope everything is going your way and despite how upset I am at everything I wish you luck in everything you do. thank you for it all. im still always here if you need someone. take care ALSO godspeed by frank ocean hits different now loll