Unsent Messages

did you even love me? you moved on so fast and found somebody else and it makes me wonder if i was even wanted by you in the first place. it didn’t even take five days, i know everybody moves on differently but this is fucking me up. i hate this. i haven’t changed your name in my phone . i haven’t changed my home screen. i haven’t even deleted your photos. i cant shake the thought that maybe you cheated on me again. i get that that’s bitchy and low of me maybe , but you did it once and the fact that you moved on like you didn’t even care scares me and makes me wonder if you did it more times and i just didn’t find out. everything is so different. i don’t want you to just be a stranger but i don’t want to talk to you because i’m afraid of what i might say. ‘e