We were five when we met. I thought I hated you. I knew you hated me. We came in and out of each others lives for a decade before becoming friends. Now I can't imagine life without you and you know that. You know you're one of my closest friends. You know you can come to me for help whenever. What you don't know is that ever since I was five I've been in love with you. I've had other relationships and I've loved them but when they end there's always you. Nothing will ever happen but I think that I will always feel like this. It's not true love. It's not so big that I'll never be able to love anyone else. But it's there and it's been there for fifteen years. I love you.