I wish I had a heart and I wish I could love you. I don’t. I’ve never felt love in my life. I don’t feel like I deserve it and I can’t even imagine what it feels like. I don’t trust a single person. I don’t even trust myself. I wish I could care about you but I can’t. I wish I could be there for you. I try my best to be there for others but I’ll never be happy. I’m sorry. I can’t accept anyone loving me. I hurt myself and I hurt the people around me.