I know you know. I’m just holding out until I’m okay enough, until I know you more, I really can’t wait for the day I know it’s right though. You’re so oddly special, I just know it, I’ve known for months. idk what I’m doing, and is it just me?? I want you to feel it too, but what if not? Or what if only temporarily? let me in when you find it right to, I’ll wait until then okay?