I was only mean to you because I’m so insecure about who I am. I’m so sorry. I genuinely feel horrible. Trust me because I know what it feels like to have someone attack you like that. I hate myself for what I treated you. I’ve spent hours crying in my room over being treated that way.. and than I did it to you. I’m sorry. I feel like a bad person. I am a bad person because of my pain. I feel like everyone in my life hates me. I’m scared of ever being around anyone again. I just want to be alone. I hate this world and I don’t want to live in it. I’m sorry. I wish you never heard a single mean word in your life. I’m so sorry.