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Dear Chris,
I will never understand why you wanted to take a break. Even though we didn't date, we still liked each other. We didn't talk for a few months because you had your phone taken away. Before that, we started to drift apart. You didn't wanna ft anymore. You took hours to respond. Then when we didn't talk I was really sad because I needed you, I need you. Then the day you got your phone back Zoie and I text you and you said barely anything. Then we ft you and while you were talking to us, you just hung up didn't say anything after that. Then we text you. You said we need a break because you are getting negative energy from us when you haven't even talked to us for an hour. Then you say but we can talk later like how the fuck are you going to say we need a break but we can talk later. Anyways.... after that, zoie deletes any trace of you from her life. While I still cling to that hope that we will be friends like how we were. I spent and still do spend nights crying because I needed you. When you left, I was in a bad place. You don't even say hi to me anymore. I still love you