Unsent Messages

hey so, this is the last time im going to bother you. idk if ur even gonna read this but imma just let it out. first things first im aware that im not perfect, i tried my best to make you happy. i tried my best to be there for you when you needed it the most. i tried my best on everything. i really did. maybe you didnt see that, n thats okay. that makes know that u didnt appreciate the things ive done for you. even tho we were never offical, i wanted to treat u so good, i wanted to give u sm love n attention n wouldve done anything for u. i didnt just like u... i loved u, n here i thought u loved me, but now i know that wasnt the case. but hey, u seem ur doing fine without me n thats good. im glad ur having fun n happy. wish i could say the same, but y lie..? u broke me mentally n emotionally n i wish u would c what you've done to me, you've changed me. n ik ur gonna hit me with the "you've changed yourself" but i wouldnt have changed if it wasnt for u. i realised that ur heartless n dont care sm about most things. i realised that i fell inlove with someone that probally didnt even feel the same way i did. im glad i met u tho. in the end, i learned that no matter how beautiful a person can be on the outside, they can be so cruel and heartless on the inside so i thank you for coming into my life bc i learnt that lesson. i guessed u moved on already n brushed me off ur life like that, but hey i rlly wish u the best.