Unsent Messages

I can’t get over you. If I could go back in time I would have told you how I felt and how I’m still feeling, but now it’s too late. You were the best person that showed up in my life and now you left me for another person. I cry every day because of you and I would pay every money in this world to come back to June. I would do anything I can to never have lost you because now it hurts like hell and I can’t take it anymore. I miss talking to you every days and waking up with your messages, I miss the names you used to call me and the way you used to care about me. There are so many things I can't do now because it looks like everything reminds me of you. The city where you live used to be my favourite, now I can't go there, I can't go to a train station, I can't help but hate the 13s of every month. You were in my mind since the beginning and since that, that you live there and don’t wanna leave. Even if we don't talk anymore and I don't even know if we're still friends but I believe we're mentally connected. I never met anyone like you, that understood me and never judged me. You cared about me and always wanted the best for me. I wish the same for you, even if not with me. I wish you could put yourself in my place and could feel what I feel, because it hurts so much, I don’t wish this pain to anyone. You gave me so much pain and so much happiness. We have so much in common and I can’t share this with you anymore. If I knew that would be the last time I would see you, I would have said a longer goodbye. I miss you… I hope one day our paths cross again.