Unsent Messages

You were the first time I’ve ever experienced love since what he did to me. I never thought I would find anyone else who would make me feel alive again. And you were the first boy who’s ever made me feel like the only girl in the room. That’s why it broke my soul in half when you left me for her. I look back at our texts and bawl my eyes out. It hurts so bad knowing how much I miss you and still want you after what you did to me. How can you give me so much only to take it all away? How could you look me in the eye and call me crazy and then go behind my back and get back with her again. How could you do it? You knew how traumatized I was. I never told you because I was so scared to, but I loved you. I still love you after what you did. I’m in so much pain. I’ve been trying so hard to paint the picture to you that I’m thriving and that I’ve moved on but it’s all a lie. I wonder if you ever think about me. I hope I cross your mind and I hope one day life leads me back to you. I love you wyatt