ik this is supposed to be first love but my first love was something else i just wanted to say to you nanjiba is i feel like im loosing you im sorry i cant help you,i try my best,im sorry i so annoying and always asking questions abut if you are ok,ik someday im gonna loose you but before that i try to keep you but it gets harder and harder everyday,i get what you go through and im trying by best to make sure theres a smile on your face. i dont mind that you dont always to do that for me because i always say im fine and i always look happy. but i just wish somethings were back to they it was......again im sorry.