although we ended badly, i never once hated you. i also appriciated the way you showed me what love really was, keeping me safe, being paitent with me and loving me endlessly. i know i hurt you when we ended but i just dont understand why you needed to hurt me back more. the things you said and the lies you told nearly ended my life. i loved you, it was just the wrong time. you crushed me. you were my best friend. i hope you understand i don't hate you, i'm just disappointed we couldn't stay friends like i wanted