I cant believe I still think about you. I know it seemed like I didn't care but I was too scared to show you how much I really did maybe wanting to see you again is selfish but not having you with me hurts so bad and seeing you with him hurts that much more I hope you guys are happy i'm still doing my best to become a better person I started doing that for you originally but I was too late I cant express how sorry I am I hope he treats you way better than I ever did and that he doesn't take you for granted I cant see myself with anyone else and being around other people just makes me wish they were you I will never forget your smile or the way you made me feel or how for once you made me feel safe I always liked the idea of soulmates and now that you're gone it feels like I've lost mine but despite that I want you to be happy I want nothing more than to see that handsome smile again I want you to be happy with someone who is better than me and someone who deserves you and the light you bring