We met on an older chat site. We exchanged numbers and constantly talked... I loved you. I loved all of you, it's been almost 9+ years and I am still in love with you. I hate that I am still in love with you. You are holding me back but I wish we could talk one last time. I remember the voice mail you sent me telling me you loved me... I tried texting your number but it wasn't your number anymore. It wasn't... Anymore. And all I wanted to tell you one last time that I miss you and I love you... You dorky little smile and the picture you sent me still lingers around my head. I painted it and I felt ashamed but sue me. You were my muse. I miss you still. I hope you see this...