Unsent Messages

i feel like you stole something from me when you broke my heart. i just wanna scream in your face, “i still love you. i still fucking love you.” there are times in relationships where people break up because they lost feelings, but in our case and in my eyes, we were brand new. i wasnt done loving you. everything was still exciting. it still felt like the honeymoon stage. and then everything was cut short. one day we were happy, the next day we weren’t. and i never saw it coming. i felt deep down that you and me were meant, all the while being completely oblivious to the fact that you were sabotaging us behind my back. now im stuck here trying to find a place for this love to go. its like its wandering in a world where everything is blank. there are days where i have more hate than love for you, but if i were to count the days where the love overpowers the hate, there would be plenty more of those. im turning blue trying to answer the question, “why didnt he feel the same way about me?” did you think 1 year was suffice? you didnt want to spend a lifetime with me? the little bit of things we experienced, compared to what we couldve experienced...that was enough for you? how? i cant wrap my head around it. i guess i wanted more more more because being with you felt so good. but you wanted less less less, hence why you replaced me.