i love you. i wish i realized that sooner. i wish i could take back what i did and make it right. i should've told you the truth from the start but i was so scared that you would tell other people. i didn't have any reason to believe that either. i was so wrong for lying to you and using you as a distraction. i miss the nights in the summer when you would tell me you wanted me back. i miss you. i never gave you a real chance and i want to change that so badly.