Unsent Messages

I haven't known that long. But I've already fallen in love with you, even though I don't want to admit it since you have a girl. I've never fallen in love with anyone before but this feels like love to me. I love how close we are and how you make me feel. You've become a very important person to me in such a short time and I hope we never become strangers. Whenever I get a hug from you I feel like the world stops and all my problems go away. I feel safe in your arms. I know you'll never feel the same way about me. I mean look at me. I'm not the best looking and I'm not skinny. I'm overweight and lets face it you'd never fall for me. I'll never truly be happy until I know that you're happy. I'm scared that someday I'll lose you like I've lost so many before I've met you. I'll never forget buying you that expensive hoodie but I don't regret it because I know how much you love hoodies. I hate when you talk bad about yourself, I wish you could see yourself the way I see you. I love your personality. You know how to make me laugh during work. God you're so cute. I wish I could call you mine but sadly I'll never be able to. I love you with my whole heart. C.M